I’m surrounded by demons
poking me with invisible spears of flame
showing no mercy to me
my whole body is under attack and I can’t do a damn thing.
What can I do but fight back
I smoke cannabis to beat the nausea
but it seems im a criminal for trying to rid myself of this pain
Im slowly going insane Michael is dug deep in my brain
what remain is a warrior IV’s tearing up his veins
I need to show restraint and live life through this pain
but it seems I’m too weak to beat this
My body has had enough but what other option do I have
Mentally I want to survive but I feel like im a walking corpse already
Getting bad news with every doctor’s visit just makes you feel like shit
I just wish I could beat it alone.