I’m surrounded by demons

poking me with invisible spears of flame

showing no mercy to me

my whole body is under attack and I can’t do a damn thing.

What can I do but fight back

I smoke cannabis to beat the nausea

but it seems im a criminal for trying to rid myself of this pain

Im slowly going insane Michael is dug deep in my brain

what remain is a warrior IV’s tearing up his veins

I need to show restraint and live life through this pain

but it seems I’m too weak to beat this

My body has had enough but what other option do I have

Mentally I want to survive but I feel like im a walking corpse already

Getting bad news with every doctor’s visit just makes you feel like shit

I just wish I could beat it alone.


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