Despair is all I feel
besides pain and self-pity
I sit here writing witty little poems
who reads them
I don’t know
but people seem to enjoy it I suppose
so I continue to write and continue to suffer
in fact it has almost become too much
all the pain is overwhelming and my work has fallen behind
I really need something to boost my spirit and refresh my mind!
Once I find out what a break truly is I think I can break this writers block
and continue writing my books at a quick rate my audience would appreciate
I can’t wait to re-do my site and hire some writer so whether or not im feeling sick
content will be gathered! I’ll hire some writers and seeks out-patient stories
for people need to hear them, since they rarely do.
I have a lot of opportunities coming up i’ll be all over spreading the word about migraine and Churg Strauss Syndrome of which I’m in stage 3 showing all the symptoms.
This year ill be hosting chats online, doing interviews, and i’m even scheduled to do a couple of talks now how’s that for my first year of advocacy, I think quite a win.
It shows there’s room for growth within the field and more voices are needed to make us heard, the more the better I say as doing it mainly for the money is absurd.