I’m getting ready for my engagement party
as I await the homecare nurse to come visit
who knows what my vitals will be im so anxious
I just wish this wasn’t such a mess
and it’s all my fault for being hospitalized
and ruining our initial plans so they cannot be realized.
We had originally rented a hall and had well over 100 guests in all
sadly the plans fell apart due to my health emergency in which my fiance took part
so she had no time to plan whilst taking care of me
hence the much smaller party at my own home
at least i’ll be in my comfort zone with O2 available and medical marijuana
I should be ok to make it through the day without getting too tired
or letting my mind go astray, I just hope everything goes perfect today.
As I am putting all my effort into walking instead of using the wheelchair
and fighting to speak ina voice people can actually hear,
damn my vocal chords for being so confused
I wish it wasn’t this way and I could help set up
but all I can do is get out of the way and shut up
even the smallest task makes me sweat profusely
but what can I do I can’t abuse my body
luckily today I don’t have physical therapy
I hope soon this homecare nurse gets back to my home
as I need to be evaluated so I can get in my zone
and get all dressed up in my suit, vest, and tie
with my pocketwatch, ring, and gold cufflinks to match
I will look like a snazzy young man
my fiance will look beautiful too
I can’t wait to see Venus in her dress, what a stunning view!
I’d love to see my friends and family
they’ll show me love and pray for me
and they are willing to hear my story
and if necessary let me be to rest a while
as my body can only handle so much activity
my fmily and friends get it completely
I love them all with all my heart
what more can I ask for in life but this
so many caring people coming to a party for my relationship!
what an honor it is to be so cared for
all I wish is to be loved more and more
and I do as I make more online friends
with similar diseases and similar situations to boot.
I love all my family they tell me the truth
they don’t lie and say Michael you’ll be ok
they tell me to hope for the future science and pray
which in my opinion is accurate today
as clinical trials are my only way out
they can see that without a doubt.
So thank you family for caring so much to visit me
I will treasure this moment indefinitely.