I’m so very tired I had a long day
waiting at the doctors office, my time dwindling away
and with my Mother I went shopping today
Yes it was a good workout but one I suffer for in pay.
My legs feel like lead, my stomach feels empty
I need medication and some medical marijuana
to soothe my muscles and help me remove my mind from all this drama
I have a ton of anxiety pent up because I hope through this biopsy vasculitis will show up!
I will fight my pain
I will fight til the death
I will not give up, struggling til I have no energy left.
Today I fought just to go shopping it was like climbing Everest no stopping!
My body is tired, my hands are weak, I just feel so damn beat
but alas tomorrow I’ll wake with more energy and fight once again to be strong
nothing will stop me from trying my best I will win this stressful contest
life is challenging me to fight for my life and all I can say is my win is in sight
all I need now is some clinical trials and I’ll live a long time, surely longer than age 35!