I wake up to pain
I fall asleep to the same
I feel as if I’m going insane
where is the comfort
will I ever know it again?
I feel so useless
like my body doesn’t work
I do so little
Yet I feel so energetic
how could it be that I’m so weak it’s pathetic
I need my strength back
so I can help my family
before I end up going stir crazy!
How do I occupy my time when I cannot write?
Do I try to play video games,listen to music, read my Kindle, or draw?
Perhaps woodworking or model building would entertain me enough!
I just feel so lost at time about what to do
I don’t want to waste a minute of the time I have left
because I never know when my time will come.