Rituxan, Cytoxan, what is all this chemo for they ask
I reply it’s for Vasculitis we need to stop it fast
we really do need to stop it in it’s tracks
but now that I’ve failed chemotherapy the beats is coming back
the pain is fearsome and triggers my migraines not to mention cluster headaches
on a good day my pain is a 9 how do people live like this
surely it can’t be by design!
I’m sure eventually I’ll find some relief
that’s all I ask for is some slight reprieve
so that I can continue to fight this thing
I am a warrior and everyday I struggle for life
as if my will to live were being tried every single day of my life
I have to ask how is that right?
I’m trying to live happily
but it seems impossible after failing chemotherapy
since my only hope is clinical trials
I feel like a lab rat wondering what’s in those vials
they say Interlucan 5 or 10 can save my life
so i’ll try it in order to preserve my last breathe
for when I’m old and dying naturally when it should be had!