I hate living with all this pain
flowing like needles through my veins
ripping and slashing their way through
with no care for the body at all.
What can I do but take these opiates
that don’t work but they keep making me take this shit
It hurts so much I don’t know how long I can take it
My brain truly feels like shit I don’t know how I tolerate it!
I fucking hate living in this world
My fucking brain is in a swirl
where the hell am I even at in life
who the hell know
I don’t even know when I’ll finally pass on