Tremors run down my body
as the pain flows through
as if I had nothing better to do
my world becomes dark
my body becomes weak
where is this miracle cure that I so badly need?
I feel unwanted and betrayed by some of my doctors
that doesn’t help me mentally now does it?
I wish they would spend more time on me
since my case is a rare one and interesting to me
why they aren’t interested in my case baffles me
I’m always absolutely as kind and cooperative as can be!
I wish they’d find a clinical trial for me
all I need is a little relief, perhaps a short reprieve
for at least a short while, just a little bit
then I’d be able to write my books in style
honestly it’d take me very little time in this time I’ve been blogging
I’ve posted well over 500 articles had they been my own books I’d already have a shelf full.
I just want the NIH to respond
it doesn’t take months to go over medical records
so if I don’t fit your criteria tell me so I can give up on your facility and apply to another
hopefully with a proper vasculitis unit with the proper specialist to deal with this
perhaps Johns Hopkins, Mayo Clinic, or perhaps Mass. General would be best
those are the only options for me no other hospitals are equipped to treat me.