So damn stiff is my whole body
my wrists, arms, legs and hips
none of it works right not even my lips
and just as we’d thought the constant vomiting has stopped it comes back yet again
let me tell you it’s a terrible thing to cough an cough out good until your own ears ring
pain surges up to your head from your spine with a pronounced sting and then
the migraines come to play havoc on your brain with all this stress and strain!
How can I avoid that which is my life
chronic illness has taken over my entire day
I no longer have time for fun or for play
video games which used to consume the hours of my day are now impossible for me to play
all the vibrants sounds, and HD effects make them too bright and realistic for me
even though I have an Xbox One and a TV
all use it for is netflix and the occasional blu-ray movie.
I wish I could play games again and go out in the sun without being blinded
by my own eyelids because I’m photophobic even with my eyes shut I can see the bright light
way too bright for me like a huge LED bulb in the sky that burns at a million-billion degrees
this life is really too much for me I cannot digest this pain constantly
it hurts too much for me to believe if it weren’t happening to me
hey wait for me I yelled violently as I try to keep up in my stupidly expensive wheelchair
even after paying all that money this silly thing gets me nowhere!