There’s nothing more obtuse
than all this insane pain and abuse
that I feel a whole slew of
on a daily basis!
I hope to turn this shitty situation
into a mental oasis we can count on
where I won’t be so far gone
so I can be there for my family
at any moment they might need me!
I can’t even dream of what normal is
I no longer know that feeling
the pain just leaves me reeling
and I cannot shake this awkward feeling
why is it that I always have allodynia
it makes me feel like my skin is peeling off
but that’s simply a nasty exaggeration
not something I want to actually fall off.
I hate being off it makes me feel wrong
I need to do some physical therapy and get back to being strong
No need to stay on this damn couch so long
I need to get back to moving things along
perhaps I just need a new project to work on
or perhaps I am just ready to get better already
screw waiting people I’m ready to recover like Rocky!