Man sometimes I wish my life didn’t exist
That it were all an illusion and me some random poltergeist
But that wouldn’t be nice, it wouldn’t be fair to upset my family
They haven’t done anything but good for me
Yet I continue to stand up and speak boldly
When all they want is the quiet life for me so I can succeed
But when will they learn that life isn’t guaranteed
I’m sick of all you different religions with all of these vivid descriptions
Sure maybe someday I’ll sit and\ listen
But for now I have to step out of service and give my own sermon
Maybe if I ever saw my church group do anything benevolent for the poor I might believe again
But instead it’s an endless feast for those who are already fat and sin
I wish I could believe but it seems to me the only people to succeed are masters of deceit
As a child I’d hoped we’d feed the poor, nope all of those people were ignored
we didn’t build habitats for humanity either all the money went to the churches most “faithful” believers
Instead we tried and pried but we never truly did anything benevolent why?
It was all for the middle class who didn’t really need it to them this was just a minor convenience.
So is there a sign, a god, something for me to follow
If so I’d sure like a signal to follow, I’m just looking for a way out
Of all of this pain I feel now, without my entire body giving out
I don’t want to go to hell or be relinquish on religion entirely
Please someone inspire me I do so much good for this world I feel I oughta be.
Thanks to everyone who has tried and tried to help me find a god
Even though I always ask why now I understand he might be alright
because I’ve met the alternative and it’s not nice.