Chronic Pain- Eating Me Alive

pain

Pain bites at my joints

My brain sends painful nerve signals throughout my body

I vomit violently into a sink barely able to keep upright

Collapsing eventually no longer able to hold myself up

Lying there disappointed going crazy waiting

Waiting for what? Someone to pick me up off the floor I cannot do it alone

I am so helpless like a child with a disability who must always be looked after

I have become a hindrance rather than beneficial to my family

I need to make myself useful again as the clouds roll in

I know I’m in for a rough ride but even so I must provide.

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