My mind feels quite out there
Filled with anger and despair
I can’t even get out of my chair
Without some assistance which I don’t want
So I give great resistance
If I didn’t it’d be totally different
I’d be completely dependent and act like a nuisance
Instead I’d rather do it on my own
I ask for assistance only when I’m in a room alone!
I need some relief from this pain
Before this Vasculitis drives me insane
I wish I could just ignite myself with propane
Yes it’d probably feel good compared to this pain
For saying such things you might think I’m on cocaine
But seriously I can’t find any relief from this agony!
I feel like my doctors are digging my grave
With chemotherapy that doesn’t work for me anyway
The rashes on my arm from the Churg Strauss are bleeding away
So I wonder what’s in store for me today
Will it be weakness, pain, migraines, asthma, or clusters
One has no way to know when dealing with me
I could be feeling decent or in sheer agony
So please have some sympathy if I ask you to bear with me!