My heart is dark
Like ash from a cigarette
I can’t survive anymore and that’s a bet
People my body is deteriorating fast like a jet
Can you please help me survive this pain?
It rips through me like a ninja’s star
Eventually I suppose my life will be on par with normal
Though my illnesses are incurable I feel so abnormal
I feel so inhuman almost paranormal.
Maybe is I try hard I can get strong again and lift weights for fun
That’s something to look forward to that’d be a good run
If I made it that far despite the use of my legs
And to lose weight proving I know my health
That I can be an expert and give other people help
Maybe get me a column with Men’s Health that’d be amazing
Like a dream I’d feel like an elf in Santa’s factory
Sometime I like in ways that my life isn’t ordinary!