I don’t know what a doctor thinks
When he opens his mouth
And the patient’s heart sinks
The patient is heartbroken quite literally
And the doctors won’t help, it doesn’t show up on all their tests
Maybe you don’t have a proper test for that yet!
The treatment of vasculitis is decent at best
In our rare disease research there simply isn’t interest
The money isn’t there for big pharma to invest
And it seems institutions like Mayo Clinic have lost all interest
Dismissing my diagnosis because I don’t fit in your little box
My case is complex, you’re doctors, deal with it, so what?
You think my bleeding CSS rashes are ingrown hairs
Wow folks must be a coincidence 50 ingrown hairs 2 that opened in her office and she still wouldn’t believe me
Now that’s a true fool, not a doctor that belongs at Mayo
What a tool, and that’s why I’m going to give her name
To the people who got me in here quick
Maybe she will have to re-take sensitivity training
Or apologize in person, anything to deflate a Dr. so ignorant!
I’m losing my faith in what doctors say I almost don’t listen
I just shut myself away and live in my own little world
I won’t believe them until the test results are in my hands
For me to examine and personally understand
I don’t want my thoughts tainted by a doctor’s interpretation
We haven’t even seen the rheumatologist yet so honestly
All of these other doctors can keep their own opinions bugger off
They aren’t specialists in this field me and this rheumatologist
Are though so I’m excited to see someone who finally understands
A man who has seen countless rashes in his life should be able
To see this is CSS and they hurt like knives.
What ingrown hair has ever hurt you that much
So damn painful it feels like knives to the touch
I put up with a lot but this is where I make my stand
No more lies in notes from these doctors I’m going to bring my laptop call ‘em out on everything and have evidence to counter.