How am I Supposed to Keep Myself in Check

stock photo of beaten down lawyer above the law

I haven’t eaten in days

All this malaise is overwhelming

Keeping my mind in a sickly haze

Brain fogs what I call it hoping it dissipates one of these days

Why can’t I get past this pain and make my way out of this

Lately I feel like I have the flu, absolutely like shit

I can’t quit though, all I can do is work when I have the energy

If I could I’d join the military and let them use my broken body

At least then I’d be of service to the people of my country

I feel like I’m trying to cop a plea

For a crime that’s been committed against me by humanity

How am I supposed to keep my sanity in check?

When the rest of my family is sometimes a wreck?

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