I haven’t eaten in days
All this malaise is overwhelming
Keeping my mind in a sickly haze
Brain fogs what I call it hoping it dissipates one of these days
Why can’t I get past this pain and make my way out of this
Lately I feel like I have the flu, absolutely like shit
I can’t quit though, all I can do is work when I have the energy
If I could I’d join the military and let them use my broken body
At least then I’d be of service to the people of my country
I feel like I’m trying to cop a plea
For a crime that’s been committed against me by humanity
How am I supposed to keep my sanity in check?
When the rest of my family is sometimes a wreck?