I’m holding on for all my life
Struggling with all my might
Fighting against tears every night
I honestly feel as if I’ve been in a fight
So don’t blame me if I succumb to this ailment
I’m just completely out of my element
I want to fight for my own benefit.
I need some time away from it all
I try to stay in the chair with crazy vertigo, not to fall
I don’t know what to do with the pain and all
I’m sick of being a burden needing service
It would be great if I wasn’t nervous
Just simply not in pain for a day I’d be gracious
For such a reprieve I’d give all I need
And if I knew that date I’d be pain free
I’d get married to my beautiful fiancé indeed!