Get Out of My Head

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I’m really depressed cant get this pain out my head

Seemingly going to end up dead

Passing out from pain constantly banging my head

It’s been a LONG time since I was off my meds

I can’t live like this sitting in bed

Getting up to work, then hitting my head on the shed

I’m a danger to myself

I am a mess

Suicide is a constant threat

Weighing on my mind end over end

I’m on a tight rope and it’s frayed at the bends

I don’t know what to say anymore

It seems my life wont ever be the same as before

That I’ll never have fame like Jahlil Okafor

And I’ll never run myself a touchdown and score

That my businesses will never open their doors

I am deathly afraid of dying in the streets quite poor

Begging for McDonalds and my stomach wanting more

I hope I don’t get pushed out the door

Onto the world’s concrete jungle floor

Where I’d be ignored

I hope I can endure

Just a few more years left in the hourglass

I’ll do as much good as I can before I pass!

One thought on “Get Out of My Head

  1. I have a white board in my kitchen where I wrote out all the things I have to do in order to get a migraine to go away. There are over 10 things on the list…. I used to have them non-stop. I completely know where you are. 😦

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