tests 

Sometimes life just loves to test. It always seems to get your when you try to make new strides.it wants to see if you can keep going. I know I’m not suffering physically but mentally I get beat up when michael suffering seems to hit its peak of a viscious roller cosaster that we’ve been…

My Legacy

Originally posted on Migraine Discussions:
I am a poet, writer, entrepreneur, and fiancé Little did I know how I’d feel today Even the smartest of minds can only live day to day So I’ve adopted this method of living this way It’s enabled me to see through the shade, through all the grey I can…

Lazy

Today I awoke late for the day but I was happy to be at michael’s house. With my recent activites I was too busy to stop by during the week and decided to stay over his house for the weekend. I even brought Luna my new almost 3 month year old mini schnauzer.  She is…

Make yourself happy

“When your a caregiver it is important yes to pay attention to the needs of the individual you care for but when you get so absorbed to the point where you snap or can’t think about anything but the person themselves in my opinion is one that is not healthy. How can you make clear cut decisions when your mind is in a different place? I need to take care of my self to be someone’s rock. “

My Life is Agony

Originally posted on Migraine Discussions:
I don’t know how I can survive with all this pain How does my heart keep beating? Pumping blood throughout my veins My organs haven’t quit so how can I Though I feel very defeated like the Oregon Ducks guys 😉 My heart hurt with pain I just want to…

Speak Out

What do you do when you hear the cries of pain from someone you love.?When the mere touch of your gentle hand can actually cause more pain rather than comfort? Psychologically it is something easy to deal with and unfortunately it has been happening to me With Mike declining health comes troubles and tribulations of…

for you

Awake to flurries of pure white snow landing gently on the ground And it’s like the world is a new place The silence that seem to always accompany it can be a much welcomed thing when your mind is in such a storm of a different kind Sometimes it’s not just your mind Your body…

Venus is Back

** I wrote this around 12am today but am only able to release to you guys now. This helped me alot and I hope to keep my writing alive again”” Now this feels weird sitting here typing to you guys. It has sadly been a while. I want to say that it has been time…